Have you ever dreamed of entering the most prestigious language institution in Cambodia? If you have, I would like to introduce you the Institute of Foreign Languages (IFL) of Royal University of Phnom Penh (RUPP). There are various departments such as Department of English, Japanese, French, Korean, and Chinese, etc. Here are some photos I have taken.
July 27, 2012
Institue of Foreign Languages (IFL), RUPP
July 23, 2012
Harmful effects of acid rain
In
the industrial revolution period, 18th-19th century, in
Europe, people used modern technology instead of human labor. The industries
increased rapidly, and they released many toxic substances to the environment.
These toxic substances caused many problems such as air pollution, land
pollution and water pollution to our environment. One of the most notable
concerns was air pollution because it contaminated of the air by such
substances as fuel exhaust and smoke. When these substances met the rain water,
it formed acid rain and drop down on earth. Acid rain contains harmful
chemicals that can threaten not only on human being, but also on other
properties. What are the harmful effects of acid rain? Indeed, acid rain causes
harmful effects on trees and crops, infrastructure, aquatic ecosystem, and human’s
health.
Acid rain has destroyed a large number
of trees and crops, which are very important for human being. When acid rain
drops onto the earth, it seeps into the soil, and suddenly the soil turn to an
acidic state, which is abnormal condition for trees and crops to live in. Trees
and crops can only survive and live normally under a certain amount of acid
that usually neutral. Moreover, acid rain poisons trees and crops by dissolving
toxic substances such as aluminum, lead and mercury, which are absorbed by the
root. Consequently, their root will be destroyed. Acid rain not just dissolves
such toxic metals, but also dissolves minerals and nutrients in the soil, which
are then washed away before trees and crops have a chance of using them in
order to grow. It results in making trees or crops to be grunt and die.
Building and infrastructure are also
damaged by acid rain, as are harmed tress and crops. It discolors and corrodes buildings
and other infrastructures such as bridges, roads, statues, monuments, and other
man-made structures. By way of illustration, Phsar Thom Tmey is discolored and
corroded by acid rain, rain containing small amount of sulfur. It is discolored
bit by bit until it becomes shabby. Acid rain dissolves sandstone, limestone,
and marble, and corrodes ceramic, textiles, paints, and
metals. Road constructions, bridges, statues and other man-made things are
damaged badly as a consequence of acid rain.
Most of all, apart from trees and crops
and building and infrastructure, acid rain also has harmful effect on aquatic
ecosystem. When acid rain falls down, it washes out toxic substances from the
soil into lakes, streams, rivers, sea, et cetera. It can make change to the
ecosystem in which aquatic life lives. At the time pH level in the water
decreases, the water will become acidic state that threatens not only fish and
aquatic plants, but also kills bacteria that is essential for making water
remains good. Toxic substances contaminated in acid rain destroy small aquatic
plants and algae that are basically eaten by small fish in the system. When the
number of these components becomes extinct, all kinds of fish and other living
things in the ecosystem are also destructed, for they have interaction with
each other. On the other word, we call it “Food chain”. Shortly, aquatic
ecosystem is seriously damaged because of acid rain.
Last but not least, acid rain affects human
health adversely. It has the ability of harming us via the atmosphere as well
as the soil where the food we eat is grown. As mentioned above, acid rain seeps
into the soil and then reacts with metals in the soil. Moreover, once acid rain
causes these toxic metals to be released, they can infiltrate into the drinking
water and the animals or crops that use as sources of food. People, who I am
convinced as victims, eat these crops and this polluted water; therefore, they
may face many health problems such as respiratory like throat, nose and eye
irritation, headache, asthma, and dry coughs. Particularly, children and aging
people are easily defeated by these problems.
Clearly, acid rain results in many
seriously harmful impacts on people, buildings and infrastructures, trees and
crops and aquatic ecosystem. Looking at these bad effects, we, people living on
the earth, must have obligation taking care of our environment by reducing the
amount of using chemical substances that leads to environmental crisis such as
acid rain. If all of us commit not to pollute our environment, in the future,
this problem will not appear forever.
July 22, 2012
Child Labor in Cambodia
Child Labor is defined as the work done
by children below 18 years old, either paid or unpaid, that inimically affect
the mental, physical, social, and moral progress of the children and prevents
their education . It exists in various forms, ranging from the light form to
the worst one, all around the world. If we have a look on this issue in
Cambodia, we will be able to see clearly what kind of word is considered as
Child Labor.
The MoSALVY has divided Child Labor in
Cambodia into two main categories according to the sectors where they occur or
are prevalent, one of which is the worst form such as the activities against
Fundamental Human Right (Trafficking of children and women, using children in
prostitution and phonography, and using children in drug production, sale and
trafficking), Service sector (Child labor in pottering, child labor in domestic
work, and child labor in waste scavenging or rubbish picking), Agriculture
sector (child labor in rubber plantations, child labor in tobacco plantations,
child labor in fishing activities (near-shore and deep-sea fishing), and child
labor in semi-industrial agriculture plantations), Handcraft and Small scale
industry (child labor in brick making enterprises, child labor in salt
production and related enterprises, and child labor in handcrafts and related enterprises
and, in processing of aquatic products such as crab or shrimp peeling), and in
Stone and Refinery sector ( child labor stone or granite breaking, child labor
in the collection of small stone from river beds and the seashore, rock and
sand quarrying, and child labor in gem and coal mining), and the other form is
not the serious one but also prevents children from going to school such as
child who work in the restaurants or eateries, and children who sell products
in the streets, etc.
However, this issue is little known and
paid little attention to. Despite many forms of child labor in Cambodia, a vast
majority of Cambodian university students, according to the information
obtained by conducting questionnaires, approximately 80% of the respondents we
ask, are slightly aware of the issue relating to child labor. It is reported
that they know only the light forms of child labor such as children who work in
the restaurants or eateries, children who sell things in the streets, orphans
who wander in the street and rummage the rubbish in order to search for things
to sell for survival, children who are forced by their parents to works as
household workers in Phnom Penh, children who work as part-times workers in the
agricultural sector, and those children who are in poverty-stricken families
that have no opportunities to go to school. Only 10% of them answers they know
quite a lot about child labor by watching TV, listening to the news
broadcasting on the radio, reading documents containing the information
relating to child Labor which are published my Ministry of Labor and Vocational
Training, Cambodia, and other organization such as International Labor
Organization in Cambodia (ILO). Yet there are still a number of students who do
not aware of the issue. They say they haven’t any faintest ideas relating to
Child Labor in Cambodia. To sum up, the conclusion to be drawn, based on the
data we collected, is that Cambodian university students have more or less
opportunities to see Child Labor in Cambodia and they also their concern toward
the issue.
Of the questions we put in the
questionnaire, there is a question asking the respondents to expression their
own opinion about what we students can do in order to reduce Child Labor. Due
to their response, there are two main good solutions to reduce child. They say
that both government and all people of the country have to think and find way
to tackle with the problem. Firstly, the government should reinforce the Labor
Law by putting pressure on those who benefit from child labor and promoting
children’s right. This means that the government should make it effective to get
all people to adhere to the law. If, for example, the minimum age, determined
by the law, at which children can work is 18 years old, the government should
make sure that there are no children under that age go to work. Moreover, the
main cause of child labor, as we know, is poverty. The government, therefore,
should also deal with this problem using poverty reduction policies. One of the
best ways proposed by those respondents to the government in order to eliminate
child labor is through education. In rural areas where there are a lot people poor
people, children are likely to give up their study at the young age because
they need to work for survival, and some children, whose parents are farmers,
are supposed to help their parents in the field. Because of this problem, the
government, other agencies of the government and some non-governmental organization
should help raise the awareness of the consequences of child labor as well as
the significances of education. Far more than this, we students should also
actively contribute to the society in helping eliminate child labor by
volunteering and supporting the public information campaigns run by those
institutions. We are very important in disseminating the information to our
family, relatives, friends, neighbors, and local residents in our community.
Far more than this, if all of us work together, resolutely and optimistically on
this issue, Child labor will be eliminated in the near future.
In short, we can say that Child labor is
one of the major problems that need to be eliminated if we want to see our
country develops and to help people escape from poverty. In order to attain
this goal, we students have to do something beneficial that can help raise
people’s awareness about the issue and the importance of education to their
future life. It should be noted that poverty raise child labor, and child labor
creates poverty vice versa, so the root of child labor is poverty and the
consequence of child labor is also poverty.
July 18, 2012
10 months
"I Love You."
"Why do you love me?"
"No reason. Unconditional love. I just know that I love you."
"The word love is just like a piece of cake. Everyone can say it."
"But I love you for certain."
She was not quite sure of his love for her. But the boy was quite sure of his love for her.
The girl seemed not to believe in his word 'Love', but the boy did believe in it.
"I Love You. Do you love me?"
"I don't know whether I love you or not."
"I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you............................I miss you. I'm missing you."
The boy sent her 1 million messages saying he miss her, but the girl didn't reply.
For ten months, the boy tried to show her his feeling, his love. He did everything to show her his pure love.
From day to day, the girl saw his true feeling, starting to believe in his love, but she didn't tell him her feeling yet.
One day, the girl decided to show her feeling to the boy. She sent him a message.
"I miss you too. I love you too."
There was no answer.
The girl waited impatiently.
She sent another message.
"I miss you too. I Love You."
There was still no reply.
She messaged him again, but there was still no reply.
She sent him 100 messages saying she loved him too, but there was no reply.
She thought that the boy must have stopped loving her. She sent him last message.
"Do you still love me?"
The phone rang.
"Alo! Are you the phone's owner's Heart? He saved your name as his Heart. I am calling you from the hospital. I'm sorry to tell you that he died in a car accident. He replied your first message while driving when suddenly he reached a corner and could not control the car."
The phone dropped off her hand. Millions of tears flooded out of her eyes. "I should have told you I love you since the very beginning. My word LOVE killed you."
His love ended in 10 months.
July 17, 2012
My Brother-in-law
My Brother-in-Law
“Do you remember having
an accident?
“Yes.”
“Tell me!”
“My boyfriend and I
were driving to my elder sister's wedding. It was September evening, and the
light was dim. I remember it was raining that day. My brother was driving when
suddenly a man appearing in front of our car. It was my prospective
brother-in-law. “Why are you here? It’s your marriage today,” I asked. He said
that he was sorry. He was late. He needed a ride. My boyfriend opened the car
door, and my brother jumped in instantly. And…..”
“And? Tell me!”
“I…I forget.”
“No. You must.”
“And…and then we drove
to the wedding reception. My boyfriend could not see the way clearly, so the
car ran off the way uncontrollably. It hit a big tree standing along the road.
Bang!! The sound was so loud that I felt very frightened. The car window glass
was broken into millions of small pieces. Something came into my eyes. It was
as hard as stone. It was a piece of broken glass, actually. It was painful”
“Go on…..”
“No, doctor, I can’t.”
“You must tell me…”
“I remember screaming,
screaming unto losing my voice, and I remember flailing my hands to pull the
tiny piece out of my eyes. I remember a soft hand touching my left cheek
tenderly; it was Sovann’s hand, my boyfriend’s.”
“What else do you
remember?”
“That’s all.”
“That’s all?”
“Hmm… The last thing I
remember was my boyfriend’s pale face. He looked piteous. I couldn’t see
anything else. I lost my sight since then.”
“And?”
“I was sent to the
hospital one after another. I was treated by therapists and doctors. I was
depressed for two years, weeping silently everyday. I am calm now. I tell the
doctors, but they don’t allow me to go back home. I wish to see my boyfriend
once again. I want to see my brother-in-law and my sister live happily
together. I miss them, especially my boyfriend.”
“Are you sure you’re
calm now?”
“Yes, I am.”
“I have something to
tell you too.”
“Go ahead, doctor.”
“Do you think who
should be blame for your accident?”
“It was no one’s
mistake. The weather was so dreadful.”
“You don’t understand.
Your prospective brother-in-law wanted to kill. It was he who cut off the car
break. He loved you very much. He didn’t want to get married with your
sister
but you. He didn’t want to see you with other man. He was jealous. He was
insane. He tried to finish the two of you. Your boyfriend had been killed before
he walked toward you, but he failed to kill you. He was sent to the prison
shortly after.”
“Was he?”
“Are you calm?”
“Yes, I am.”
“I want to tell you
more.”
“What?”
“Do you know why they
always send you to different hospital?”
“I… I haven’t any
foggiest idea.”
“Your prospective
brother-in-law managed to escape from the prison. He’s trying to kill you. You
are always transferred. Do you remember anything else about your accident?”
“Yes, doctor.”
“Tell me.”
“I remember my
prospective brother-in-law hold a dagger walking toward my boyfriend and me,
and told us to open the door for him. He jumped into the car and threatened my
boyfriend to drive away. My boyfriend drove as fast as the airplane, and
suddenly the car swerved of the road. We end up hitting a tree.”
“It’s good that you remember
those events.”
“Yes, I am, doctor. As I
told you I am okay now, so I can go home.”
“I want to tell you
more.”
“Tell me, doctor.”
“Do you know where you
are now?”
“In the ambulance. I am
being transferred to another hospital.”
“Do you feel something familiar
to you? Do you think you’re familiar with the sofa you’re sitting on? You’re in
your old car in which you sat during the accident. I am your prospective
brother-in-law…..”
Labels: Education, Short, Photo, Essay
Horror story,
Love Story,
Short Story
July 15, 2012
Why Love Japan??...??
Kimono( Japanese traditional robe) |
A piece of good news
The
date was 7th June 2012. It was 12p.m that I received a piece of good
news from my school that I was selected to participate in an international
event called “2012 World Youth Meeting” at Nihon Fukushi University, Japan. It
was an amazing moment. I couldn’t believe what I heard; I thought I was in a
dream. But it was the truth.
“Japan? It’s the country in my dream. I have a chance to go to my dreamed land,” I thought to myself with great exultation. To tell you the truth, there was a wish lurking at the bottom of my heart since I entered my high school life. It was to go to visit and study in Japan.
But now I have a chance to go to Japan. However, the program in which I am going to participate is not an academic study program, but it is an international event celebrated in the aim of arousing the awareness of youths all around the world the significance of international cooperation. I am supposed to stay in Japan for ten days, from Wednesday 01 August to 10 August 2012. I also have to make a presentation in cooperation with a Cambodian student from Royal Univerisity of Phnom Penh named YOU Ratanaksamrith and two other Japanese students from Nihon Fukushi University, Hotaru Takazawa and Yuki Isoguro.
I decide to participate in this program in the hope of broadening my perspective on the world, understanding the importance of youth participation in social activities, building up relation and developing mutual understanding with all participants from different countries and those from Japan, making friends across borders, building up tolerance to different people whose world we share, gaining knowledge and enjoying diversity in a unity, exchanging good experiences with people, improving my interpersonal skill, and discovering the unknown.
According to the aforementioned objectives, the benefits of this WYM event are priceless for us who are prospective young leaders. The knowledge and skills I gain from this program will benefit not only me, but also my fellow men. When I return from this program, I will share what I have learnt during my stay in Japan, especially the significance of international cooperation, to my friends and other youths who wish to develop their perspectives on the world.
The above mentioned objectives clearly show that it is really beneficial to join such an event. I will be communicating and trying to find a good resolution to avoid mutual misunderstanding with youths from various countries in Asian region.
Amazing Japan
This might be a difficult question for some people
but not for me because I have my reasons.
Since the very beginning, I have told you about my dream, but I do
believe that you may be doubtful that why I want to study in Japan so eagerly.
If asked this question, I will tell you that there are various reasons why I want
to go there, several of which are to be illustrated as following:
I was fascinated by Japanese culture. The passion to know about Japanese culture started to germinate and to become so ingrained in my heart when I first saw it on TV. Actually, I was born in the countryside, proximity to Vietnamese border (Prey Veng Province). But I moved to live in Kampong Cham, which was not far from my homeland, at the age of four; it was in 1995. My family was not a rich one, but we, at least, had a black-and-white color television. I like watching TV very much. Everyday, I stayed around the television watching program after program. One day, I came across an interesting program talking about Japanese culture. At first, I was about to switch it off—it’s normal that children at my age don’t like watching anything besides cartoons and child-like program—but my father said that he wanted to watch it. At that time I was 12 already.
Because of having nothing to do, and probably nowhere to go, I compellingly forced myself to sit and watch it with him. From second to second, I started to enjoy it. I was very surprised that that program could keep my eyes looking at the wave-like screen.
One of the things I saw for the first time and liked the most about Japan was the architectural style—the temple and shrine surrounded by great view together with the sound of Japanese traditional music—whose images infiltrated deep into the bottom of my heart. The temple and shrine looked so different from what I used to see in my village. It had sloping roof and upturned corners. More interestingly, what caught my interest the most were the wooden columns that could support the temple for a very long time. I, who was always curious about something around me, asked my father incessantly the reasons why Japanese architects did not use the stone as the columns instead. “Stone is stronger and more long-lasting than wood,” I asked, but my father just smiled and told me that there were also some kinds of wood that were stronger and more long-lasting than stone. I didn’t believe him at that time, but, as a small child, I didn’t take it seriously besides focusing on what was going to be screened next.
What mentioned above was just one of the many things
I was interested in about Japanese culture. Japanese costume was another thing
that lured my heart away. I remembered watching one program on TVK, Cambodian National
TV, talking about Japan. The program was sponsored by Japanese Embassy—the
program subtracted from NHK TV, Japanese television. Women wore multicolored,
flower-patterned robes—I said that they were multicolored because at that
time I watched color television when I was in Phnom Penh—and handled umbrellas
walking languidly in the street. How amazing it was!
There were many other things about Japan that I was interested in such as Japanese food, life style, technology, festivals, music, and the like. One day, I went to Self-Access Center ( SAC) at Institute of Foreign Languages(IFL), Royal University of Phnom Penh. I went there to read books because I like reading very much. On that day, I wanted to read about foreign culture such as Korean, Chinese, and Japanese culture. I went to the shelf where those kinds of books were kept, and found an interesting book entitled “Mount Fuji”. I opened the first page and read the introduction. Having read only 2 pages, I started to become interested in it so much. I, then, took that book and sat reading it silently. Do you what?? It was so intriguing that I could not believe.
As I remembered from what I had read, Mount Fuji is the highest mountain in Japan, and can be seen from Tokyo and Yokohama on a clear day. I can see that Mount Fuji is a seasonal magic thing because it changes its appearance all the time. During winter, it is the ice-caped mountain, while in spring it becomes a garden with multicolor flowers.The following attached file is the photo of Mount Fuji that I downloaded from the internet.
If you want to see how amazing Mount Fuji is, you can go to Google image and type Mount Fuji.
If I am to describe all of what I am interested in
about Japan, I’m afraid that I may not have enough time. I recommend you read
books talking about Japan if you want to discover the enigma of diverse Japanese
culture, art, music, food, landscape, and the like.
July 14, 2012
True friends
“True friends are
when we find out that they don’t run away from us when facing the
problems”~~Empire Nara
Once upon a time, there were two buffaloes, one of
which was white and the other was a black one. The two lived in the same territory,
but their relation was a stormy one. The white always claimed himself to be
more intelligent and stronger than the black one. He never showed any respect
toward his mate while the black one humbly tried to avoid conflict.
One day, on a drizzling morning came into their
territory a gorgeous, young, wild, female buffalo. The white started to feel
love instantly after seeing her incomparable beauty. He tried hard in any ways
in order to lure her heart. He once tried to flaunt his power by hitting his
head to a big, building-like tree. He even showed his violent action toward all
animals who passed by his land. He made countless promises to her, but the girl
seemed to pay no attention toward him. In contrast, the black one, who was
always modest, remained silent; he said only when there was something urgent.
Living together for a long time, they started to
feel like going sight-seeing. The white one asked the young, beautiful buffalo
where she wanted to go. The female said that she wanted to visit the forest
because she had never been visiting it for years, and she also wanted to see
flower bloomed because it was spring. She told the two buffaloes that every
year this time all animals, preys or predators, young or old, and single or
married, were on vacation. They spent two weeks in order to enjoy their life
with their families or couples.
Actually, the white buffalo didn’t want the black to
go with them, but he could do nothing when the female buffalo proposed the black
one to go with them.
It was Saturday that they embarked on their journey.
They set off before the dawn broke and arrived in the forest, half of their
way, when the dusk fell. They decided to spend a night there. Thirsty and
empty, their stomach started to cry for food. The white one, who wanted to show
his love his gut, said that he would go and find some food for them. But
worrying about his friend, the black one insisted going with him, and the
female one did too. At first, the white buffalo rejected, but when seeing their
determination in their eyes, he nodded and said “OK, let’s go together!”
While searching for food, they sensed something went
wrong. They hear a horrible sound approaching in front of them. The white one,
who was usually arrogant, said that he would go and see what was happening, but
the blacked one calmed him down by saying “Please wait! We should be together.
The enemy will not be able to defeat us if we tied together in one soul.
Solidarity is much stronger than anything else in the world.” Upon hearing
this, the white buffalo smiled and felt like his personality, which was so
ingrained, had been changed to be a new one.
Yes, they were right. Not long, a big, powerful lion
appeared in front of them. Spontaneously, the white buffalo was out of control.
He was trembling with great fear. But the black buffalo lower his head toward
the white’s ear and told him to be stronger. They would win over the lion if the
three of them resolutely helped fight again their enemy together. With a great
relief when hearing his friend inspire him like this, the white buffalo said
“Yes, you’re right. We’ll win.” Then the three helped each other fight against
the lion. Three hours had passed, but no side lost yet. They all, both the
buffalo and lion sides, were seriously injured. But later then, the lion died
at last when the white buffalo hit him on the stomach with his strong, curve,
left horn.
Wounded though, the three buffaloes were very happy.
They shouted with great exultation that “Finally, we know the value of true
friend. True friends are those who help each other when in need. And no matter
what races they are, no matter where they come from, no matter what colors
their skin are, and no matter what their social statuses are, we still can be
good friends. Solidarity is very important.”
Since then on, they live happily together, and treat
each other like brothers and sisters who were born from the same mother.
“បំណងប្រាថ្នាប្អូនស្រី”
ពិតជាមិនមានចេតនាលួចមើលសៀវភៅកំណត់ហេតុរបស់ប្អូនស្រីខ្ញុំទេ វាជាការចេដន្យប៉ុណ្ណោះ។ សៀវភៅពុម្ភប៉ុន្មានក្បាល ជាមួយសំភារៈសិក្សាផ្សេងទៀត នៅលើតុ មានតែរបស់មួយគត់បាន ទាញការចាប់អារម្មណ៍របស់ខ្ញុំ គឺ សៀវភៅរូបតុក្កតាដ៏ស្អាតមួយ ពិតជាហាមចិត្ត មិនទាញសៀវភៅ នោះមកមើលមិនបានទេ....
“ក្តីសង្ឃឹមនៅថ្ងៃដំបូងនៃឆ្នាំ ២០១២” ពិតជាគួរឲ្យ ចង់ដឹងណាស់ តើក្តីសង្ឃឹមរបស់នាងគឺអ្វីទៅ??...
“ថ្ងៃនេះជាថ្ងៃចូលឆ្នាំសកល ដែលមនុស្សទូទាំងពិភពលោកជួបជុំគ្រួសារយ៉ាងសប្បាយរីករាយ ដើម្បីឆ្លងឆ្នាំថ្មីជាមួយគ្នា។ គ្រួសារគេ ខ្លះនាំគ្នាទៅដើរកំសាន្តនៅរមណីយដ្ឋានផ្សេងៗ ចំណែកឯ គ្រួសារខ្ញុំដូចជា ខុសពីគ្រួសារអ្នកដទៃឆ្ងាយហួសរាប់ពាន់ម៉ែត ផុតពីកន្ទុយភ្នែក តែកុំនិយាយ ល្អជាង....។
តើខ្ញុំខ្លួនឯងអាចទទួលជោគ ជ័យដែររឺទេ?? ក្នុងឆ្នាំនេះ ខ្ញុំមានបំណងចង់ក្លាយជា មេផ្ទះ មិនមែនទេ! ចង់ក្លាយជា កូនស្រីគ្រប់ លក្ខ័ណ ចេះធ្វើការងារផ្ទះ ចេះធ្វើម្ហូប និងចេះរៀបចំពេលវេលា, នេះជាបំណងប្រាថ្នាទី១របស់ខ្ញុំ។
បំណងប្រាថ្នាទី២, ចង់ឲ្យគ្រួសារខ្ញុំរស់នៅជួបជុំគ្នាជា រៀងរហូត សង្ឃឹមថាស្រីម្នាក់ដែលចង់អូស ទាញប៉ាចេញពីពួកយើង នឹងកែខ្លួនធ្វើជាមនុស្សល្អ សូមឲ្យបំណងអាក្រក់របស់នាង សាបរលាប នេះជាគោលបំណងដ៏ធំបំផុតសំរាប់គ្រួសាររបស់ខ្ញុំ។
បំណងប្រាថ្នាទី៣ គឺសង្ឃឹមថាខ្ញុំឈប់ខ្ចះខ្ចាយពេលវេលាចោលឥតប្រយោជន៍ ចាប់កាន់សៀវភៅ ឡើងវិញ ខ្ញុំស្ទើរតែក្លាយជាមនុស្សជិតងងិតភ្នែកទៅហើយ ដោយសារភាពអំនួត មើលងាយលើ មុខវិជ្ជា គណិត រូប គីមី...ទើបទទួលផលកម្មរៀនបានលេខច្រើន ពិតជាក្មាស់គេណាស់។
សូមឲ្យខ្ញុំមានប្រាជ្ញាវៀងវៃផង!!!....
បំណងទី៤ ខ្ញុំចង់ក្លាយជាមនុស្សស្រីម្នាក់ដែលសុភាពជាងគេនៅក្នុងផ្ទះ ជាមនុស្សដែលចេះអត់ធ្មត់ គ្រប់ពេលដែលមានកំហឹង ខ្ញុំមិនចង់ឈ្លោះប្រកែកជាមួយប្អូនប្រុស៧ឆ្នាំកំពូលខូចរាល់ថ្ងៃបែបនេះ ទេ អាណិតម៉ាក់ មិនចង់ឲ្យគាត់ពិបាកដោយសារខ្ញុំទេ ត្រឹមតែរឿងរបស់ប៉ា គាត់ឈឺចាប់ គ្រប់គ្រាន់ ហើយ.....។ ខ្ញុំមានបំណងប្រាថ្នាតែ ៤ប៉ុណ្ណោះ សង្ឃឹមថាបានសំរេច។
ក្រោយពីឆ្លងកាត់រឿងរ៉ាវជាច្រើន ទើបខ្ញុំដឹងថា ខ្ញុំពិតជាមិនបានការមែន។ ខ្ញុំប្តេជ្ញាថា ខ្ញុំត្រូវតែជំនះ ឲ្យបាន, រតនាឯងត្រូវតែតស៊ូ!!!. ស៊ូៗ!!” ហេតុអីបានជាមានអារម្មណ៍ថា ដូចជាមិនមែនជាមនុស្ស ដែលខ្ញុំធ្លាប់ស្គាល់អីចឹង?? ប្អូនស្រីរបស់ខ្ញុំក្រែងជាក្មេងមិនដឹងអី តែងតែខ្ជិលច្រអូស ទំរន់នឹងការងារ ហើយ IQ មិនសូវល្អទេ តែឥលូវប្លែកខ្លាំងយ៉ាងនេះ!! អញ្ចឹងតើបានសង្កេតឃើញ នាងប្រឹងប្រែង សិក្សាជាងមុន ហើយខ្ញុំក៏ភ្ញាក់ផ្អើលមិនតិចដែរ នៅពេលលទ្ធផលនៃការប្រលងរបស់នាងល្អហួស ពីការស្មាន។ ពីដំបូងពិតជាអស់សង្ឃឹមនឹងដាស់តឿននាង ប៉ុន្តែឃើញនាងភ្ញាក់រលឹកដោយខ្ឡួនឯង បែបនេះ ខ្ញុំសប្បាយចិត្តខ្លាំងណាស់.... នាងតូចនេះ ពិតជាគួរឲ្យស្រលាញ់ ជាងមុនហើយតើ!!! ថ្វីត្បិតតែស្ថានភាពគ្រួសារច្របូកច្របល់ ម្នាក់ៗសុទ្ធតែឈឺចាប់ព្រោះតែប៉ា តែមិនមែនមានន័យថា ពួកយើងបាត់បង់សេចក្តីសុខទាំងស្រុងនោះទេ ពួក យើងនៅ មានម៉ាក់ បងប្អូនទាំង៤នាក់ ដែលកំពុងតែរឹងមាំ ញញឹម ជានិច្ច មិនចុះចាញ់នឹងរឿងរ៉ាវអពមង្គលនោះទេ។
គួរនិយាយថាម៉េចទៅ ប៉ានៅមានវត្តមាននៅក្នុងផ្ទះយើងនៅឡើយ តែសំរាប់ប៉ា ពួកយើងគឺកំពុង ឃ្លាតឆ្ងាយពីក្នុងចិត្តរបស់គាត់ទៅហើយ មិនយូរមិនឆាប់ទេ ប៉ានឹងចាកចេញពីពួកយើងមិនខាន។ ទោះជាយ៉ាងណាពេលវេលានោះមិនទាន់មក ដល់នៅឡើយ អ្វីដែលគួរធ្វើនៅពេលនោះគឺ លេបទុករឿងរ៉ាវមិនសប្បាយចិត្ត រក្សាស្ថានភាពរីករាយ សំរាប់ពេល វេលាដែលនៅសល់ ទោះជា យ៉ាងណា ប៉ានៅតែជាប៉ារបស់ \ពួក យើង គឺជាការពិត មិនអាច ផ្លាស់ប្តូរ មិនអាចខឹងគាត់ ក៏រឹតតែមិន អាចស្អប់គាត់ទោះបីជា គាត់បានធ្វើឲ្យម៉ាក់ជាទីស្រលាញ់ បំផុតតែម្នាក់របស់ពួកយើងឈឺចាប់។ ទោះជាប៉ាធ្វើខុសប៉ុណ្ណា ម៉ាក់នៅតែជួយនិយាយឲ្យប៉ាទៀត “ត្រូវតែគោរពប៉ា ហាមខឹង គុំគួន ប្រមាថប៉ាណាកូន កុំសាងបាបនឹងអ្នកមានគុណ យ៉ាងណាគាត់ ក៏ធ្លាប់លះបង់កិត្តិយស ធ្លាប់ហត់នឿយសព្វបែបយ៉ាងជិតពាក់កណ្តាលជីវិត ទៅហើយដើម្បីចិញ្ចឹម បីបាច់កូនៗ កុំយកទោសប៉ាណាកូន....បណ្តោយតាមព្រហ្មលិខិតទៅចុះ” ទោះជាខឹងប៉ាខ្លាំងប៉ុណ្ណា តែដើម្បីម៉ាក់ត្រូវតែគោរពតាមពាក្យ ទូន្មានរបស់ម៉ាក់ សុខចិត្តពួនយំស្ងាត់ៗតែម្នាក់ឯង មិនចង់ ឲ្យម៉ាក់កាន់តែពិបាក ចិត្ត។
តើខ្ញុំនិយាយដល់ណាហើយ??.... ហូរទឹកភ្នែកទៀតហើយ!! មិនបានទេ!! បើឲ្យម៉ាក់ឃើញខ្ញុំយំ អញ្ចឹងមិនល្អទេ!!.....
“បងស្រី!! នៅក្នុងបន្ទប់ខ្ញុំមែនទេ??”
ខ្ញុំបិទសៀវភៅដាក់កន្លែងដើម ហើយប្រញាប់ជូតទឹកភ្នែករៀបចំឥរិយាបថ អោយប្រក្រតីឡើងវិញ ក្លាយប្អូនស្រីចាប់ថ្នាក់បាន....
“ស្លាប់ហើយ! នៅទីនេះសោះ!!!” “ឯងរកបងមានការអី??”
“ចងរកបងជួយពន្យល់មេរៀនខ្ញុំនឹងណា!!” “មក! មិនយល់ត្រង់ណា សួរមកចុះ!! តែបងមិនដឹងថាពន្យល់បានល្អរឺក៏អត់ទេណា?!”
“បានអ្នកគ្រូស្អាតបង្រៀនហើយ ទោះលំបាកលយល់ក៏ត្រូវតែយល់ដែរ....ហេ ហេ!!”
ខ្ញុំដើរចេញពីបន្ទប់វិញបន្ទាប់ពីពន្យល់នាងរួចរាល់ រៀបនឹងបិទទ្វារ ខ្ញុំសំលឹង មើលប្អូនស្រីខ្ញុំជា ចុងក្រោយ....
“ជូនពរឲ្យបំណងប្រាថ្នាបានក្លាយជាការពិតណា,នាងតូច!” ខ្ញុំនិយាយតិចៗតែម្នាក់ឯង ហើយក៏ចាកចេញ....។
Written by SIV Vatana
Edited by UK Sovannara
“ អារម្មណ៍ពីមុន ដែលបាត់ទៅ”
បុរសម្នាក់ ជាមេគ្រួសារដែលពីមួយថ្ងៃទៅមួយថ្ងៃកាន់តែ ចាស់ទៅៗ។
អាជីពជាបុគ្គលិកក្រុមហ៊ុនធ្វើឲ្យគាត់មានអារម្មណ៍ តានតឹង គាត់ត្រូវព្យាយាមរក្សាតំណែងតួនាទី ការងារឲ្យផុតភ័យ តែគាត់មិនអាចសម្តែងអារម្មណ៍នេះឲ្យនរណាម្នាក់ដឹងទេ បានត្រឹមតែជក់បារី ដើម្បីបន្ធូរអារម្មណ៍។ ជីវិតហាក់ដូចជា គ្មានសេចក្តីសង្ឃឹម ការបង្ខំ ពាក្យរិះគន់ពីសំណាក់ថៅកែ បន្ទុកទំនួលខុសត្រូវលើគ្រួសារ និងការងារ ជារឿងដែលគាត់ត្រូវប្រទះជារឿងរាល់ថ្ងៃ ពិតជាមាន អារម្មណ៍ថាមានសំពាធ។ ភរិយារបស់គាត់ក៏មិនមានសំណាងល្អ ដូចគាត់ដែរ។
រាល់ថ្ងៃនាងត្រូវប្រើលុយឲ្យបានអតិបរមា ចាយរិះថាំបំផុត ពេលខ្លះការរៀបចំម្ហូបសំរាប់គ្រួសារ ក៏មិនបានឆ្ងាញ់ពិសារប៉ុន្មានទេ។ គាត់ត្រូវគិតបញ្ជីចំនាយចំនូល ចំនុចនេះ ធ្វើអោយប្តីរបស់របរ ឡើងថ្លៃត្រូវបន្ថយចំនាយនេះ ចំនាយនោះ។ ចំនុចនេះ ធ្វើឲ្យ ប្តីរបស់គាត់សែនធុញ ពេលខ្លះវា ស្ទើរតែនឹងផ្ទុះពាក្យដែលក្នុងចិត្ត “ បើជីវិតប្តីប្រពន្ធរស់នៅក្លាយជាបែបនេះ ខ្ញុំនឹងមិនរៀបការ ជាមួយនាងទេ!! ” ប៉ុន្តែរាល់ពេលដែលគាត់ទ្រាំមិនបាន គាត់តែងសញ្ចឹងគិតឡើងវិញជាច្រើនដង ហើយបៀមពាក្យទាំងនោះទុកវិញ យ៉ាងហោចណាស់ពួកគាត់ក៏ធ្លាប់មានពេលវេលាមានសេចក្តី សុខ និងសប្បាយរីករាយ កម្សត់កម្រជាមួយគ្នាដែរ...... ពេលវេលាកន្លង ជីវិតគ្រួសារក៏ផ្លាស់ប្តូរ ដែរ ទោះជាមានទ្រព្យសម្បត្តិជាងមុន តែមានអារម្មណ៍ថា សូម្បីតែការញុំាអាហារលើតុជុំគ្នាដ៏រីករាយ ក៏សឹងតែបាត់បងដែរ។
ថ្ងៃមួយ ជាថ្ងៃគម្រប់ខួបអាពាហ៍ពិពាហ៍ គាត់តាំងចិត្តជូនអំណោយពិសេសដល់ភរិយារបស់គាត់
“ អូន! ថ្ងៃនេះទៅកន្លែងមួយជាមួយបងណា....”
ភរិយាគាត់ទៅតាមប្តីដោយអារម្មណ៍រីករាយ នឹកថាប្តីគាត់នឹងនាំគាត់ទៅហាងទំនិញធំៗ រឺទៅ ភោជនីយដ្ឋានថ្លៃៗហើយ តែពេលគាត់ទៅដល់ ទីនោះបែរជាទីប្រជុំជនមួយ ដែលជីវិតស្វាមីភរិយា គាត់បានចាប់ផ្តើម។
ទីនោះមានហាងអាហារតូចៗ និងហាងលក់របស់របរជិតៗគ្នា មើលទៅសុទ្ធតែ ជាបន្ទប់តូចៗ។ ប្តីរបស់គាត់បានកាន់ដៃប្រពន្ធរបស់គាត់ទៅមើលផ្ទះតូចចង្អៀតដូចរន្ធកណ្តុរ ដែលធ្លាប់រស់នៅ ហើយលួចមើលទៅក្នុងផ្ទះតាមបង្អួច អ្វីដែលអ្នកទាំងពីរឃើញគឺ តុរ អាហារចាស់ កូនតូចគួរឲ្យស្រលាញ់កំពុងយំហេវបាយ ម្តាយរបស់ក្មេងតូចកំពុងញាប់ដៃញាប់ជើងរៀបចំអាហារ ដាក់លើតុ ជាមួយទឹកមុខរីករាយ ដោយនិយាយទៅកាន់កូនតូចដែលនៅក្នុងរង្វង់ដៃឪពុក
“ កូនម៉ាក់ កុំយំអីណា! ម៉ាក់រួចរាល់ហើយ...” ថ្វីត្បិតតែ ការរស់នៅពិបាក ប៉ុន្តែពួកគេនៅតែមានទឹក មុខញញឹមដែលពោរពេញដោយសេចក្តីសុខ នៅក្នុងផ្ទះដ៏តូចនេះ។
រូបភាពនេះធ្វើឲ្យប្តីប្រពន្ធខាងក្រៅនឹកដល់ការរស់នៅកាលពី ១០ឆ្នាំមុន។ ភរិយារបស់គាត់ជូតទឹកភ្នែក ហើយនិយាយទៅកាន់ប្តីរបស់នាង
“ បងសម្លាញ់! យើងធ្វើឲ្យអារម្មណ៍ពីមុនៗបាត់ទៅហើយមែនទេ? ”
“ ត្រូវហើយ, អារម្មណ៍ពីមុន ” អារម្មណ៍ពីមុនៗ គឺជាអំណោយដ៏មានតម្លៃដែលរកអ្វីប្រៀបពុំបាននៅ លើលោកនេះ។
Written by SIV Vatana
Edited by UK Sovannara
អាជីពជាបុគ្គលិកក្រុមហ៊ុនធ្វើឲ្យគាត់មានអារម្មណ៍ តានតឹង គាត់ត្រូវព្យាយាមរក្សាតំណែងតួនាទី ការងារឲ្យផុតភ័យ តែគាត់មិនអាចសម្តែងអារម្មណ៍នេះឲ្យនរណាម្នាក់ដឹងទេ បានត្រឹមតែជក់បារី ដើម្បីបន្ធូរអារម្មណ៍។ ជីវិតហាក់ដូចជា គ្មានសេចក្តីសង្ឃឹម ការបង្ខំ ពាក្យរិះគន់ពីសំណាក់ថៅកែ បន្ទុកទំនួលខុសត្រូវលើគ្រួសារ និងការងារ ជារឿងដែលគាត់ត្រូវប្រទះជារឿងរាល់ថ្ងៃ ពិតជាមាន អារម្មណ៍ថាមានសំពាធ។ ភរិយារបស់គាត់ក៏មិនមានសំណាងល្អ ដូចគាត់ដែរ។
រាល់ថ្ងៃនាងត្រូវប្រើលុយឲ្យបានអតិបរមា ចាយរិះថាំបំផុត ពេលខ្លះការរៀបចំម្ហូបសំរាប់គ្រួសារ ក៏មិនបានឆ្ងាញ់ពិសារប៉ុន្មានទេ។ គាត់ត្រូវគិតបញ្ជីចំនាយចំនូល ចំនុចនេះ ធ្វើអោយប្តីរបស់របរ ឡើងថ្លៃត្រូវបន្ថយចំនាយនេះ ចំនាយនោះ។ ចំនុចនេះ ធ្វើឲ្យ ប្តីរបស់គាត់សែនធុញ ពេលខ្លះវា ស្ទើរតែនឹងផ្ទុះពាក្យដែលក្នុងចិត្ត “ បើជីវិតប្តីប្រពន្ធរស់នៅក្លាយជាបែបនេះ ខ្ញុំនឹងមិនរៀបការ ជាមួយនាងទេ!! ” ប៉ុន្តែរាល់ពេលដែលគាត់ទ្រាំមិនបាន គាត់តែងសញ្ចឹងគិតឡើងវិញជាច្រើនដង ហើយបៀមពាក្យទាំងនោះទុកវិញ យ៉ាងហោចណាស់ពួកគាត់ក៏ធ្លាប់មានពេលវេលាមានសេចក្តី សុខ និងសប្បាយរីករាយ កម្សត់កម្រជាមួយគ្នាដែរ...... ពេលវេលាកន្លង ជីវិតគ្រួសារក៏ផ្លាស់ប្តូរ ដែរ ទោះជាមានទ្រព្យសម្បត្តិជាងមុន តែមានអារម្មណ៍ថា សូម្បីតែការញុំាអាហារលើតុជុំគ្នាដ៏រីករាយ ក៏សឹងតែបាត់បងដែរ។
ថ្ងៃមួយ ជាថ្ងៃគម្រប់ខួបអាពាហ៍ពិពាហ៍ គាត់តាំងចិត្តជូនអំណោយពិសេសដល់ភរិយារបស់គាត់
“ អូន! ថ្ងៃនេះទៅកន្លែងមួយជាមួយបងណា....”
ភរិយាគាត់ទៅតាមប្តីដោយអារម្មណ៍រីករាយ នឹកថាប្តីគាត់នឹងនាំគាត់ទៅហាងទំនិញធំៗ រឺទៅ ភោជនីយដ្ឋានថ្លៃៗហើយ តែពេលគាត់ទៅដល់ ទីនោះបែរជាទីប្រជុំជនមួយ ដែលជីវិតស្វាមីភរិយា គាត់បានចាប់ផ្តើម។
ទីនោះមានហាងអាហារតូចៗ និងហាងលក់របស់របរជិតៗគ្នា មើលទៅសុទ្ធតែ ជាបន្ទប់តូចៗ។ ប្តីរបស់គាត់បានកាន់ដៃប្រពន្ធរបស់គាត់ទៅមើលផ្ទះតូចចង្អៀតដូចរន្ធកណ្តុរ ដែលធ្លាប់រស់នៅ ហើយលួចមើលទៅក្នុងផ្ទះតាមបង្អួច អ្វីដែលអ្នកទាំងពីរឃើញគឺ តុរ អាហារចាស់ កូនតូចគួរឲ្យស្រលាញ់កំពុងយំហេវបាយ ម្តាយរបស់ក្មេងតូចកំពុងញាប់ដៃញាប់ជើងរៀបចំអាហារ ដាក់លើតុ ជាមួយទឹកមុខរីករាយ ដោយនិយាយទៅកាន់កូនតូចដែលនៅក្នុងរង្វង់ដៃឪពុក
“ កូនម៉ាក់ កុំយំអីណា! ម៉ាក់រួចរាល់ហើយ...” ថ្វីត្បិតតែ ការរស់នៅពិបាក ប៉ុន្តែពួកគេនៅតែមានទឹក មុខញញឹមដែលពោរពេញដោយសេចក្តីសុខ នៅក្នុងផ្ទះដ៏តូចនេះ។
រូបភាពនេះធ្វើឲ្យប្តីប្រពន្ធខាងក្រៅនឹកដល់ការរស់នៅកាលពី ១០ឆ្នាំមុន។ ភរិយារបស់គាត់ជូតទឹកភ្នែក ហើយនិយាយទៅកាន់ប្តីរបស់នាង
“ បងសម្លាញ់! យើងធ្វើឲ្យអារម្មណ៍ពីមុនៗបាត់ទៅហើយមែនទេ? ”
“ ត្រូវហើយ, អារម្មណ៍ពីមុន ” អារម្មណ៍ពីមុនៗ គឺជាអំណោយដ៏មានតម្លៃដែលរកអ្វីប្រៀបពុំបាននៅ លើលោកនេះ។
Written by SIV Vatana
Edited by UK Sovannara
“រថយន្តផ្ទាល់ខ្លួន”
និយាយពីស្ត្រីវ័យ ២៥ឆ្នាំ និងស្វាមីរបស់គាត់ ជាគូស្វាមីភរិយាក្រីក្រមួយគូ...
“ បងសម្លាញ់ ថ្ងៃនេះជាថ្ងៃអ្វី?....បងចាំបានទេ?!!” ស្វាមីដែលជួយលើកពោតរបស់ភរិយាឡើងបណ្តើរ ក៏តប៖
“បាទ! ដឹងហើយ ថ្ងៃនេះបងនឹងប្រញាប់ឈប់សម្រាកពីការងារ មិនបាច់បារម្ភទេ”
ស្វាមីរបស់គាត់ជាអ្នកស៊ីឈ្នួលរុញរទេះ អូសរបស់នៅឯផ្សារ ចំណែកឯភរិយាគាត់ទូលពោតលក់ តាមភូមិ ជួនកាល លក់មិនសូវដាច់ គាត់ត្រូវដើរទៅភូមិឆ្ងាយៗ...
“ យក១០ផ្លែមែនទេ? យកតែ ៥ វិញហ៎! ពោតសាច់ណែនល្អណាស់ណា...”
ដើមរដូវក្តៅ កម្តៅថ្ងៃចែងចាំង ធ្វើឲ្យស្ត្រីទូលពោត ហត់នឿយទ្វេរដង។ ពេលបានលុយមក អារម្មណ៍ហត់នឿយក៏បាត់ ចាប់ផ្តើមមានសេចក្តីសុខវិញម្តង។ តើអ្នកដឹងទេ ថាថ្ងៃនេះជាថ្ងៃអ្វី? ជាថ្ងៃខួបកំណើតស្វាមីនាង។
ថ្ងៃនេះពោតលក់មិនទាន់អស់ទេ តែនាងប្រញាប់ទៅផ្សារទិញសាច់ បន្លែ ដើម្បីធ្វើម្ហូបឆ្ងាញ់ៗជូនប្តី របស់នាង តែដោយសារ ទូលពោតដែលនៅសល់ផង ត្រូវយួររបស់របរសំរាប់អាហារពេល ល្ងាចផង ធ្វើឲ្យគាត់ខកម៉ោងជួបប្តី ម៉្យាងថ្ងៃនេះត្រូវមកលក់ដល់ភូមិឆ្ងាយពីផ្ទះទៀត ណាមួយឥវ៉ាន់ធ្ងន់ផង នៅសុខៗ ទឹកភ្នែកនៃការហត់នឿយ និងឈឺចិត្តក៏បានហូរចេញមក អស់ជំរើសហើយមានតែដើរ ទៅផ្ទះសន្សឹមៗជាមួយនឹងឥវ៉ាន់ដ៏ធ្ងន់នេះ
ចុះ។
ចំណែកស្វាមីដែលកំពុងរងចាំភរិយា ចាំយូរពេកក៏នឹកគិតតែរឿងអាក្រក់ៗ ថែមទាំងខឹងអន់ចិត្តនឹង ប្រពន្ធ ថាមេឃងងឹតទៅហើយ នៅមិនទាន់មកដល់ទៀត ពេលវេលាកន្លងយូរបន្តិច គាត់ក៏ឃើញ ភរិយាដើរត្រុកៗពីចម្ងាយ ក៏ប្រញាប់ទាញរទេះរុញ ទៅរកប្រពន្ធហើយជួយទទួលរបស់របរភរិយា ដាក់ក្នុងរទេះ ហើយក៏សួរ៖
“នែ៎!!ហេតុអ្វីក៏ថ្មើរនេះទើបមកដល់?”
សំដីរបស់ស្វាមីក៏បានធ្វើឲ្យនាងហូរទឹកភ្នែកភ្លាមតែម្តង ហើយនាងក៏ប្រាប់តាមដំណើររឿង។
សម្តីរបស់ភរិយាគួរឲ្យស្រលាញ់ ធ្វើឲ្យសា្វមីប្តូរទឹកមុខក្រញ៉ូវ ទៅកម្សត់ភ្លាម ព្រោះអាណិតភរិយា តែខំបង្កើនស្នាម ញញឹមយ៉ាងស្រស់ ហើយបីភរិយាឡើងអង្គុយលើរទេះរុញរបស់គាត់
“បានហើយ! ខ្ញុំបាទជាអ្នករុញរទេះជូនព្រះនាង ទៅផ្ទះវិញណា!!..”
ភរិយាគាត់ជូតទឹកភ្នែក ហើយងើយមុខមកជាមួយស្នាមញញឹមដ៏ស្រស់
“មែនហ៎! អរគុណប្តីសំលាញ់.....”
នាងនៅលើរទេះរុញចាស់ដែលស្វាមីកំពុងរុញ មានអារម្មណ៍ថា សប្បាយចិត្តរហូតដល់បេះដូងរីកធំ ទោះបីជាជើងហើមឈឺប៉ុណ្ណា ប៉ុន្តែរទេះរុញចាស់នេះប្រៀប ដូចជា រថយន្តផ្ទាល់ខ្លួនដែលអង្គុយទៅមានអារម្មណ៍ថា សប្បាយជាងបានជិះរថយន្តផ្សេងទៀត នៅលើលោក។
Written by SIV Vatana
Edited by UK Sovannara
July 12, 2012
“ស្នាមដែលលុបមិនចេញ”
ស្រមៃទៅមើល ផ្ទះមួយមានបន្ទប់៣ សួនខាងមុខមានផ្កាចំរុះពណ៌ វាលស្មៅបៃតង នៅពីក្រោយ មានអាងទឹកថ្លាឆ្វង់ ពិតជាគួរឲ្យចង់រស់នៅខ្លាំងណាស់!!!....
តែថ្ងៃនេះ មិនមែនជាការស្រមើស្រមៃ តែវាបានក្លាយជាការពិតសំរាប់គ្រួសាររបស់ខ្ញុំហើយ យេ៎ !!!! . ប្អូនប្រុសនិងខ្ញុំសុទ្ធតែសប្បាយចិត្ត ប៉ុន្តែសប្បាយមិនដល់ម៉ាក់ជាទីស្រលាញ់របស់ពួកយើងទេ....... ព្រោះតែអាប្អូនកំពូលរពិសទាំងពីររបស់ខ្ញុំ ម៉ាក់ត្រូវស្តាប់ពាក្យរអ៊ូរទាំពីអ្នកមីងម្ចាស់ផ្ទះមុន រាល់ថ្ងៃ តែចាប់ពីថ្ងៃនេះទៅធូរត្រចៀកហើយ។
ក្រោយពីជញ្ជូនកេសឥវ៉ាន់ចូលអស់ហើយ តួនាទីដែលត្រូវធ្វើបន្តគឺ លុបស្នាមប្រលាក់តាមជញ្ជាំង។ នៅតាមជញ្ជាំងកន្លែងខ្លះមានសុទ្ធតែស្នាមអក្សរខ្មៅ ស្នាមរូបភាពក្រវែមក្រវ៉ាម..... “ អើយ! ជ្រះឲ្យអស់ទៅ!!!!!!!!!........”
ខ្ញុំជូតបណ្តើររអ៊ូរបណ្តើរ....
ពេលខ្ញុំភ្ញាក់ពីគេងព្រឹកឡើង ស្រាប់តែមានរឿងដែលគួរឲ្យភ្ញាក់ផ្អើលមួយ ខ្ញុំញីភ្នែកជាច្រើនដង តើភ្នែកខ្ញុំជារោងចក្រផលិតអាចម៍ភ្នែកមែនទេ? រឺក៏ខ្ញុំមមើរ? រឺក៏កំពុងស្ថិតក្នុងការយល់សប្តិ ?
“ហេតុអីបានជានៅតែមានស្នាមសរសេរនៅជញ្ជាំងដដែលអញ្ចឹង? អេ៎! ប្លែកមែន កុំបា្រប់ណាថា ផ្ទះនេះមានខ្មោច!!!
មិនមែនទេ សម័យនេះទៅហើយមានខ្មោចពីណា រឺក៏ជាផែនទីវេទមន្តដូចនៅក្នុងសៀវភៅរឿង និទាន ពេលត្រូវពន្លឺព្រះច័ន្ទហើយវានឹងលេចតួអក្សរឡើង???!!!! ”
ខ្ញុំទៅបន្ទប់ទឹក យកធុងនិងក្រណាត់ ដើម្បីមកជូតសំអាតម្តងទៀត ។ កំពុងតែសំអាត ខួរក្បាល កំពូលឆ្លាតរបស់ខ្ញុំបានបញ្ចេញពន្លឺអំពូលភ្លើងលឿង.....
“ហៅម៉ាក់មកជួយធ្វើសាក្សីសិន! ... ម៉ាក់!! មកជួយមើលខ្ញុំបន្តិច!!” “ម៉ាក់កន្លែងនេះខ្ញុំសំអាតបានស្អាតល្អហើយ!”
“អឹម..!! ស្អាតអស់ហើយតើកូន”
នៅព្រឹកថ្ងៃបន្ទាប់ ចង់ស្រែកឲ្យបែកផ្ទះទេ!! ហេតុអីបានជាស្នាមនោះនៅតែមាននៅលើ ជញ្ជាំងដូចមុនទៀតហើយ????......ឆ្កួតមិនខានទេខ្ញុំ!!!!
ពេលយប់ខ្ញុំក៏សំរេចចិត្តទៅតាមដាន ខ្ញុំចាំមើលដោយមិនប្រិចភ្នែក ស្រាប់តែមាន ស្រមោល ស្ទង់ៗ ២លេចឡើងហាក់ដូចជារាងក្មេងប្រុស..........................................................
“បងហា៎!!! ប៉ានៅឋានសួគ៌ ពិតជាអាចមើលឃើញពួកយើងមែនទេ? តើប៉ាអាចរកឃើញ ផ្ទះថ្មីរបស់យើងដែរទេ??”
“យើងគូរផែនទីឲ្យប៉ាទៀតទៅ ប៉ាច្បាស់ជានឹងរកឃើញផ្ទះថ្មីរបស់យើងហើយ!!”
“អញ្ចឹងមិនយូរទេប៉ាច្បាស់ជានឹងរកពួកយើងឃើញហើយ,មែនទេបងប្រុស?”
ពួកគេទាំងពីរនាក់ប្រឹងប្រែងគូរ ដោយស្នាមញញឹម សង្ឃឹមថាប៉ាមើលឃើញហើយនឹង រកផ្ទះថ្មីនេះឃើញ។ ចំណែកខ្ញុំបានត្រឹមតែខ្ទប់មាត់យំស្ងាត់ៗ ដើម្បីកុំឲ្យប្អូនប្រុសទាំងពីរលឺ សំលេងខ្ញុំ ខ្ញុំដើរលបៗចូលបន្ទប់វិញ សំលឹងមើលរូបថតគ្រួសារដែលយើងថតរួមគ្នាកាលលោកប៉ា នៅរស់ ស្នាមញញឹមដ៏ស្រទន់ ប្រកបដោយភាពកក់ក្តៅ មុខមាត់ដែលមើលទៅមានឈាម ពោរពេញដោយសុខភាព ពិតជាខុសគ្នាស្រលះពីរូបភាពចុងក្រោយរបស់ប៉ា នៅលើគ្រែដែលមាន ពូកពណ៌ស រាងកាយស្គមស្គាំង និងទឹកមុខស្លេកស្លាំង ប៉ាមិនបាននិយាយអ្វីសោះ ជាមួយពួកយើង អស់រយៈពេលយ៉ាងយូរបន្ទាប់ពីជំងឺរបស់ប៉ាកាន់តែធ្ងន់ធ្ងរទៅៗ រឿងរ៉ាវហាក់ដូចជានៅថ្មីៗ ខ្ញុំអោប រូបថតជាប់ទ្រូង ទឹកភ្នែកនៅតែហូរមិនដាច់។ ស្រាប់តែមានពន្លឺទេពសុយត ដែលភ្លឺតាមបង្អួច ខ្ញុំក្រោកទៅឈរក្បែរបង្អួច សំលឹងមើលទៅលើមេឃ ហាក់ដូចជាមានអារម្មណ៍ថា លោកប៉ាកំពុង សំលឹងមករកខ្ញុំ ក្នុងខណៈដែលខ្ញុំមើលឃើញត្រឹមតែហ្វូងផ្កាយ ខ្ញុំនិយាយទៅកាន់គាត់...
“លោកប៉ា!!! ប៉ាសុខសប្បាយទេ? ប៉ាបានជាសះស្បើយហើយមែនទេ? នៅខាងលើប៉ានឹកអ្នកម៉ាក់ និងកូនៗដែរទេ? ពួកយើង ពិតជានឹកលោកប៉ាខ្លាំងណាស់ គ្មានលោកប៉ា ម៉ាក់ពិតជាលំបាកណាស់ក្នុងការមើលថែទាំពួកកូន តែប៉ាកុំបារម្ភ គ្រួសារ យើងរស់នៅសុខសប្បាយជាទេ ការរស់នៅប្រសើរជាងមុន ហឺ..ហឺ.. ប៉ាដឹងទេ អាល្អឹត ភ្លោះរបស់ប៉ា ព្រោះតែខ្លាចប៉ារកពួកយើងមិនឃើញ គេខំគូរផែនទីលើជញ្ជាំងឲ្យប៉ា ពួកគេពិតជា គួរឲ្យស្រលាញ់ណាស់មែនទេ, លោកប៉ា??” ចាប់តាំងពីថ្ងៃនោះមក ស្នាមនៅលើជញ្ជាំងក៏ដិតនៅជាប់នឹងផ្ទះថ្មីរបស់ពួកយើងជារៀងរហូត។ Written by SIV Vatana Edited by: UK Sovannara
ពួកគេទាំងពីរនាក់ប្រឹងប្រែងគូរ ដោយស្នាមញញឹម សង្ឃឹមថាប៉ាមើលឃើញហើយនឹង រកផ្ទះថ្មីនេះឃើញ។ ចំណែកខ្ញុំបានត្រឹមតែខ្ទប់មាត់យំស្ងាត់ៗ ដើម្បីកុំឲ្យប្អូនប្រុសទាំងពីរលឺ សំលេងខ្ញុំ ខ្ញុំដើរលបៗចូលបន្ទប់វិញ សំលឹងមើលរូបថតគ្រួសារដែលយើងថតរួមគ្នាកាលលោកប៉ា នៅរស់ ស្នាមញញឹមដ៏ស្រទន់ ប្រកបដោយភាពកក់ក្តៅ មុខមាត់ដែលមើលទៅមានឈាម ពោរពេញដោយសុខភាព ពិតជាខុសគ្នាស្រលះពីរូបភាពចុងក្រោយរបស់ប៉ា នៅលើគ្រែដែលមាន ពូកពណ៌ស រាងកាយស្គមស្គាំង និងទឹកមុខស្លេកស្លាំង ប៉ាមិនបាននិយាយអ្វីសោះ ជាមួយពួកយើង អស់រយៈពេលយ៉ាងយូរបន្ទាប់ពីជំងឺរបស់ប៉ាកាន់តែធ្ងន់ធ្ងរទៅៗ រឿងរ៉ាវហាក់ដូចជានៅថ្មីៗ ខ្ញុំអោប រូបថតជាប់ទ្រូង ទឹកភ្នែកនៅតែហូរមិនដាច់។ ស្រាប់តែមានពន្លឺទេពសុយត ដែលភ្លឺតាមបង្អួច ខ្ញុំក្រោកទៅឈរក្បែរបង្អួច សំលឹងមើលទៅលើមេឃ ហាក់ដូចជាមានអារម្មណ៍ថា លោកប៉ាកំពុង សំលឹងមករកខ្ញុំ ក្នុងខណៈដែលខ្ញុំមើលឃើញត្រឹមតែហ្វូងផ្កាយ ខ្ញុំនិយាយទៅកាន់គាត់...
“លោកប៉ា!!! ប៉ាសុខសប្បាយទេ? ប៉ាបានជាសះស្បើយហើយមែនទេ? នៅខាងលើប៉ានឹកអ្នកម៉ាក់ និងកូនៗដែរទេ? ពួកយើង ពិតជានឹកលោកប៉ាខ្លាំងណាស់ គ្មានលោកប៉ា ម៉ាក់ពិតជាលំបាកណាស់ក្នុងការមើលថែទាំពួកកូន តែប៉ាកុំបារម្ភ គ្រួសារ យើងរស់នៅសុខសប្បាយជាទេ ការរស់នៅប្រសើរជាងមុន ហឺ..ហឺ.. ប៉ាដឹងទេ អាល្អឹត ភ្លោះរបស់ប៉ា ព្រោះតែខ្លាចប៉ារកពួកយើងមិនឃើញ គេខំគូរផែនទីលើជញ្ជាំងឲ្យប៉ា ពួកគេពិតជា គួរឲ្យស្រលាញ់ណាស់មែនទេ, លោកប៉ា??” ចាប់តាំងពីថ្ងៃនោះមក ស្នាមនៅលើជញ្ជាំងក៏ដិតនៅជាប់នឹងផ្ទះថ្មីរបស់ពួកយើងជារៀងរហូត។ Written by SIV Vatana Edited by: UK Sovannara
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